Choices...

our lives are based on the choices we make. the choices I have made have left me to a dui.

half price wine at shady grove. yikkkkes. not a good idea after going to an extremely intense hot hour and a half hell experence at yoga flow across the street. choices... apparently dehydration wasnt a consideration that night.

choices...drinking heavily (or at all at that matter) has been a bad choice of mine. in my mind i told myself after the last two bad car accidents resulting including alcohol that the third time i wouldnt be so lucky. i called that one???

choices... i have also heavily agree on my two jobs have stressed me out and are partly to blame for this accident. i drink more when im stressed. after over a month since the accident i have decided its time to change this two jobs for the better.

since the last time we spoke, i have purchase a chevy cobalt; gray, power starter!!!! 2008... i kinda like it. its like a new start to work with a hundred dollar increase in insurance. im a liability. poor hyuandi, ill miss u.

tomorrow i need to call and hopefully change my court dates. if not i will not be going to the beach. i chose once again to wait until the last min. one thing i need to change in my new life :) wish me luck.

i have gone to the plastic surgeon and trama unit to be allowed to go back to work... everything has healed up nicely with the bone i broke. the doc told me the bone i broke is more near the nose than the eye socket. it is the smallest bone in the face and i dont really need it. if anything it may bother my sinuses. sure enough the next day here comes the sinus infection. the pain was worst than i ever had before and i was borderline about to go to the hospital. but i waited it out and it went away. now i just have a lingering cough. the nurse told me that if i had a fever i should go to the hospital since it could have been a sign of an infection. but there was no need. i was released to go back to the doubletree on the sixth. havent been back yet and i am ok with that.

wednesday i am going to the concussion specialist. that freaks me out but i have noticed that things occasionally slip my mind. i guess no harm in getting checked out. it is all going under my insurance.

as i said in my last post i am trying to do things i have never done before... i used white strips for the first time, tried on nike shoxs (but didnt purchase), and my mom went to her first concert EVER at consol energy center to see sade!!! and i think my biggest accomplishment was going into work at consol energy center twice in the last week with a positive attitude (i hate the job) and had two of the best nights working there...

thats it for now.. and the beat goes on.....