sidney crosby???

i have gone to the concussion specialist and i indeed have a concussion. i got about a C on the tests they give you to determine. The doc said it could take up to 6 months to heal!!! wow!!!! he gave me a note to only work about six hours a day. he asked me how many hours i wanted, which i loved. like i can control my own destination. but of course after i left, i thought i can work more than six hours, so i called back and he increased the hours to eight per day. i have to go back in a month and see how much i improve. maybe next time ill meet my mcsteamy :)

that sameday i called to get my court dates pushed back since they were going to be in the week i was going to be gone. the previous night i faxed over my flight schedule and the lady pushed it back until aug 4. she was very nice about it. here i come florida tomorrow!!!

Then i get an email from my insurance, it went up 100 bucks!! YIKES!!! i called and asked why, the lady told me because of my new car. its not like i bought a huge SUV. So i talked to different car guys and sure enough one of the guys that work at Cochran has a son that works for nationwide. i called him, he messed with the policy almost all night and came out with a policy a hundred dollars cheaper! nationwide is on my side :) Todd the nationwide guy is now my new bff, we talked for awhile on the phone about random things as well. i think i have a crush on the nationwide guy!!! lol it sure is good to know people

Choices...

our lives are based on the choices we make. the choices I have made have left me to a dui.

half price wine at shady grove. yikkkkes. not a good idea after going to an extremely intense hot hour and a half hell experence at yoga flow across the street. choices... apparently dehydration wasnt a consideration that night.

choices...drinking heavily (or at all at that matter) has been a bad choice of mine. in my mind i told myself after the last two bad car accidents resulting including alcohol that the third time i wouldnt be so lucky. i called that one???

choices... i have also heavily agree on my two jobs have stressed me out and are partly to blame for this accident. i drink more when im stressed. after over a month since the accident i have decided its time to change this two jobs for the better.

since the last time we spoke, i have purchase a chevy cobalt; gray, power starter!!!! 2008... i kinda like it. its like a new start to work with a hundred dollar increase in insurance. im a liability. poor hyuandi, ill miss u.

tomorrow i need to call and hopefully change my court dates. if not i will not be going to the beach. i chose once again to wait until the last min. one thing i need to change in my new life :) wish me luck.

i have gone to the plastic surgeon and trama unit to be allowed to go back to work... everything has healed up nicely with the bone i broke. the doc told me the bone i broke is more near the nose than the eye socket. it is the smallest bone in the face and i dont really need it. if anything it may bother my sinuses. sure enough the next day here comes the sinus infection. the pain was worst than i ever had before and i was borderline about to go to the hospital. but i waited it out and it went away. now i just have a lingering cough. the nurse told me that if i had a fever i should go to the hospital since it could have been a sign of an infection. but there was no need. i was released to go back to the doubletree on the sixth. havent been back yet and i am ok with that.

wednesday i am going to the concussion specialist. that freaks me out but i have noticed that things occasionally slip my mind. i guess no harm in getting checked out. it is all going under my insurance.

as i said in my last post i am trying to do things i have never done before... i used white strips for the first time, tried on nike shoxs (but didnt purchase), and my mom went to her first concert EVER at consol energy center to see sade!!! and i think my biggest accomplishment was going into work at consol energy center twice in the last week with a positive attitude (i hate the job) and had two of the best nights working there...

thats it for now.. and the beat goes on.....

first day of the rest of my life

It has been 19 days since my car accident. Unbelievable?? time flies when u are having fun?? i guess that doesnt really apply to this curcumstance. Since our last meeting i have gotten about eight letters from attorny offices, which i have ripped up. i talked to the douchebag at work (who has a couple) DUIs and was told that my fine will be 1500 dollars, ill go to AA classes (which appaarently after blowing a .29 the teacher is going to have fun with me), and loss my license for 30 days. not bad??? my anxiety has gone down considerably since I spoke to him.

my birthday was on june 2 too. i did a whole bunch of nothing and loved every second of it. my phone buzzed all day with facebook messages wishing me a happy birthday. what a great way to feel so popular!!! :) on my birthday i decided to do something different/new almost everyday of my life. so far i went to a new restaurant, bought the best cake ever for my birthday (which i never do), shedded about 5 lbs, and bought some great black heels PEEP TOE!! if i wake up everyday with the mentality that everyday is the first day of the rest of my life, its going to be a great life since i got a second chance. :)

next stop the plastic surgeon tomorrow!!! ehhhhhh